ASD diagnosis

I've just written to my brother, telling him what my life has been like. That was difficult and I didn't know where to start. I expect it will look like it's been blurted out, but there's nothing I can do about it. It's been sent. Besides, the time has now passed when someone's expected reaction has stopped me from doing something. It's got to change. I've got to try and live for me. No more hiding.