All change

Things are starting to move round inside me. I am starting to feel different about myself. I had enough confidence to talk to new people over the weekend, and to be myself without trying to hide anything. I felt much more at ease than I've ever doe before, and people liked me. Someone I always say hello to in passing came into the pub while I was playing, and completely ignored me when I acknowledged them. I didn't really give a stuff and still don't, whereas shortly ago I would have been crippled with worry. I was confident enough to stand my ground with the theatrical woman. What I do find disappointing, though, is the bad manners and lack of respect that some people seem to consider normal.