Just now

I've just been out for a fag, and immediately noticed how chilly, overcast and damp it is. My mind started wandering and I remembered a time this morning when it did the same thing. I started getting all sorts of flashbacks of past experiences, and realised at the time that none of it seemed real. It felt as if none of it had ever happened, but of course I knew that it had. It's quite funny really, that my life seems like one long memory.