One day

I would like to visit the place where my friend Nina's ashes were scattered. I have never been there before, so I'd need to be taken. I certainly need to be on my own though, so that I can think without distraction. I would like to go early in the day, so that I can spend as little or as much time there as I need. I don't want to be hurried. One day I will go, and I hope it will be soon.