On reflection

Last night has done me a power of good. I don't go out at all nowadays. That's partly to do with the cost, but mostly about my issues with people. I don't feel comfortable going out on my own, mainly because I need know I'll feel safe with whoever is going to be there. I don't want to be spoken to by anyone I don't already know. I don't want small talk. I don't want to talk about myself. I certainly don't want to hear crap. I don't want any more mistakes. However now and again I need to be somewhere that's not home, and last night was exactly what was needed.