I feel very unsettled today. I'm surrounded by the usual whirlwind of thoughts, and the thoughts are completely dominated by the mouthy idiot who upset me again yesterday. In my mind I feel tearful but don't want to cry. I feel as if I have been mentally raped, for the umpteenth time. I want to feel nice again, just like I did yesterday. I want to get that cunt out of my system, so I'm going to spend some time thinking very hard about the people and things that I love.
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