Aspergers again

I know why I feel edgy. The above picture encapsulates what is going on in my head. I've always found making good decisions very difficult. Shall I? Shan't I? I wrestle with these two questions endlessly. I think that Aspergers is a handicap to making informed decisions. There are things in life you want to do, should do, but can't. Things you want to say, but shouldn't.  How much of oneself should one express?
This is where I am on my own learning curve.