More autism stuff

I was deep in thought with the fags and coffee this morning. I started thinking about people. I felt truly pleased that I don't socialise anymore. I'm rather relishing the solitude of my front room. There's me, the outside world and the balcony. I like to look out of my window to see what is happening around me, but my balcony makes an effective barrier between me and other people. I relish the peace, and am truly thankful that I'm not surrounded by toxic people anymore. The occasional loneliness is but a small price to pay for all this peace. And it will be real peace once the people upstairs have vacated the building. I think I have a lot to look forward to. I also feel that my life is finally on the way up.