This morning

The day started off very gloomy, and the sky is still mushroom-coloured and gloomy. My fags and coffee were gloomy too, as I continued to mull over the contents of my diagnosis report. It's not upsetting me anymore, now that I've had a chance for everything to start sinking in, but it's still constantly on my mind. Having that diagnosis was one of the best, and most important decisions I've ever made. In my case I know it's going to be life-changing.