Sleep

I turned in feeling very uncomfortable and edgy, with a dull sensation across my cheekbones and aching limbs. Nevertheless I put on a recording of some concerti grossi by Muffat. I don't think I slept much last night. I had three long periods awake; the first was around two o'clock and the last was at about five. I remember one dream, where I was going to visit mu mum in the countryside of North Wales. (She didn't live there in real life). I got lost and took a taxi. The taxi driver also got lost, and there was one frightening moment going along a narrow road up a very high and steep hill. When we got to the top the taxi tried to go into reverse and the driver looked scared. The next bit I remember is turning up at a house and seeing my mum and her husband. Mum went into a room and I never saw her again. I looked in all the rooms but there was no sign of her. I asked her husband about it and he wouldn't tell me. I got very, very worried. At some point later the husband came into the house from outside, bringing with him a group of people who, in real life, had hurt or upset me very badly. What a night. I'm worn out and my head is quite done in.