I did have another look at the diagnosis report when I got home. There was something else the psychologist got right about me. He observed that social anxiety could cause me to avoid social activities, or to withdraw from social life altogether.
At the moment I play several times a week. I don't go out to socialize, but in order to do what is expected of me. I very rarely go out to socialise, and then it's almost invariably to see my best friend. When I think about it I actually have withdrawn almost completely from social life. If it weren't for the playing then I'd probably just stay at home, or come to the library to use the computers. Fucking autism. Why can't I be like everyone else?
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