A glimmer of light

I've been thinking for a long while that I'd like to play some (recorded) music, or to go for a walk. Every time I'd gone to do either of these things I got the horrors, so didn't manage to do anything. Yesterday I did play some music, not much and just the beginnings of a few pieces, before the feeling set in. That was a big step for me, and I liked what I heard.