Fucking Aspergers

My mood is still a bit strange today, and I've done nothing but think and think and think since I woke up. The thoughts are buzzing round like the swarm of flies in the photo. People, things, sadness, fear, love; these are the predominant things. I suppose 'normal' people have experiences and conversations, and then they are over and done with. Not me though. I am like a sponge. I soak everything up and then it stays on my mind. It's really exhausting. I realise that my moods generally last for days, whether good moods or bad ones.
I have now waited over three months for my appointment at the ASD centre. They did warn me there was a long waiting list, but I do hope I shan't have to wait too much longer.