Since last night

I had a much better night, and don't remember waking up at all during the night. My dreams were very strange though. I got up at seven this morning, feeling very drowsy. First thing was the fags and coffee. I spent some time looking at the plants on my balcony. I was really pleased to see the third lily starting to sprout. I thought it had died. When I got up I felt quite calm, but it didn't take long before my mood sank.