Later on

I've got my appointment with one of the autism people in a short while. He's going to try and help me sort out the workhouse. That side of things is really getting on my nerves. I've been having that odd feeling I get just before a fit, with increasing frequency. It never comes to anything though. I'm sure all the aggravation is behind it. When I was at the bus stop earlier, waiting to come home, I visualised the feeling in quite a new way. I could see what I saw when it actually happens. It all goes slightly darker and there is a strange sort of dark, oblong and L-shaped pixelations, and they move toward and then away from me with some rapidity, and physically touching me as they do so. It is, for the moment, quite disorientating and not at all pleasant.