Why?

Why am I going ahead with my playing this afternoon, when my natural instincts tell me I should be taking things easy indoors? Well firstly, I'd go completely mad with only myself for company. Secondly I have my reputation to consider. My music at the historic building has become part of the visit, and it is enjoyed by visitors and staff alike. And thirdly, it is a matter of some importance to me that I play at the pub. It is putting out the message that I want to put out. Also I don't want to let the pub down on my first booking.