I can't stop writing

Dear reader, I do beg your indulgence. I haven't been able to stop writing as my mind is in overdrive. Every time I finish writing, I realise that I haven't said all that I wanted to say. The above picture of the human aura describes how I feel at the moment. It looks like myself trying to stay calm, whilst caught up in a powerful vortex of uncontrolled mental activity. The thoughts are the happy ones I described earlier, combined with fear, self-doubt and nervous energy. I've just realised that I've been thinking so much, that I forgot to take my tablets (just taken 'em now).
Dear non-aspergic reader, could you imagine living with a brain that does all this to you? Actually I couldn't imagine living without it.
Dear aspergic reader, how do you cope with it all? I suppose I must be getting used to it by now, but it can be bloody hard work. For me, making such good friends with other aspies has been life-changing. I take great comfort from the examples set by my friends, and they are a tower of strength to me.
For me, I think one of the greatest disappointments in my life is that I have a reasonably good intellect, but not the ability to make things happen. YET. But one day, before I'm too old, I hope I will.