I've been feeling increasingly down lately, and now realise I'm going through another period of depression. For a start the news leaves me feeling thoroughly miserable most days. Strangely though, depression does bring some benefits. For one thing my playing improves dramatically when I'm depressed. Today I practiced for about three hours, and am working simultaneously on seven sonatas by Scarlatti and seven more by Soler. Apart from the creativity brought by depression, the rest of it is a cunt.
I had a gruelling session of counselling at lunchtime, and I'm seeing my support worker a bit later on this afternoon. The weather has been very warm and stuffy today. However the storms the BBC expected this morning still haven't arrived. The BBC's weather forecasts are just about as reliable as their news broadcasts.
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