A question

Who am I? This is something I'm still trying to find out. I'm not sure I can give an accurate answer to the question, but I can at least give you a partial description:

Intelligent, flawed, thoughtful, introverted, musician, uncomfortable, perceptive, strange (but not to other autistic people), witty, undemonstrative, confused, ambivalent, opinionated, logical.

I love few people, like more still, and distrust and avoid most.