Autism stuff

My mood has been going down over the past week. There is no reason for it that I can think of. My life is infinitely better than it was two months ago. The only thing I can put it down to is that nasty combination of autism and anxiety with depressive disorder. The last bit seems to be a law unto itself, creeping up on me and talking hold whenever it wants. I am certainly satisfied with my lot and should be feeling happy now, but I don't. Apparently anxiety & depression behave differently for autistic people than for people at large. I don't know enough about it. I'm not a doctor. All I know is that it's a cunt, and I want it to go away.