Self-doubt

I have made great progress at learning to live amongst people, rather than entirely on my own. I find that I like it, although of course I still experience moments and situations that are extremely uncomfortable and difficult to handle.
Nowadays most of these involve the cunt, because he's so in your face. He's such a crashing bore. I keep getting other customers either complaining about him or laughing at him. I tell the people that they should tell him and not me. I am sorry readers. We aspies get a bit obsessed with things, but this man really gets to me. The fact that I get upset fills me with self doubt, particularly when I know he is not the nice person I am always being told he is. I sometimes wonder if I'm going mad.