Time

I don't know why, but my mind is being flooded with sad thoughts from my distant past. I think it may be because I'm not 100% physically. I think too that I'm apprehensive about playing tonight. I'm not apprehensive about the playing, but about people I'd prefer not to see. It doesn't matter a jot in the end, because I will arrive there in professional mode. I always arrive in professional mode when I play.