I was in bed just after 11pm and slept very badly. I had vivid dreams throughout, and woke up in a blind panic during the night. It took me a good while to settle down. I feel quite exhausted today.
I have tried so hard to live among people, and have had some success at this. I realise that I have lost all my confidence at living socially, and now feel really uncomfortable in that setting. I am wondering whether I ought to go back to living like I did before I moved here. It was a rotten life, but at least I didn't feel threatened by it.
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