Odd

My mood has been going down since my friend went home. I did something yesterday that I haven't done for a long time. I got drunk at home to build myself up for going out. I haven't done that since I lived in London. Then I had a pint at the pub I don't like and don't usually go to. The cider tasted like a horse had pissed in it and then died in it. Afterwards I went to the pub I usually go to. Some close friends were there, and my friend from uni's mother came in with her husband. Lovely. I felt a bit uneasy. I expect it was because of the number of people there. Anyway I had a few more pints and went to bed suitably numb.