Re-evaluation

I worked hard to make some sort of social life for myself. I had become so used to being out every night that I couldn't envisage a return to my solitary ways of old. Do you know what? I actually prefer being at home, and going out once a week if I feel like it. I am a solitary person, by nature of who I am. I think I tried very hard to convince myself otherwise. I suppose I felt unnatural for not wanting to mix with people, and for always being the odd one out. Well I've discovered that I don't. For me the way I feel is completely natural. When I go out I don't want to be stuck with people I detest. It ruins my evening, as I feel really uncomfortable with their presence. Also, in some cases, trying to work out which particular face a person is wearing, is not my idea of enjoyment. I can't be bothered.