Last year

The last fourteen months have been the most decisive and positive in my life. Until then I completely shut myself off from the world. My routine was coffee, trains, work, trains, home, eat, get drunk, sleep. I hated everything about my life. I didn't understand myself and was deeply uncomfortable with who I was. Since last June I have relocated to somewhere I love, been unemployed, have worked very hard to find out who I am, have come within an inch of having a nervous breakdown, have come through stronger and more positive than ever before. I have learned how to live socially, and made real friends. I am strong enough now to embrace self-employment, and will sort that out next week. I will be doing what I've always wanted to, that is earning my living as a musician.